Actually, I have not been able to paint a piece for the past two months.
In my case, when I have been painting for a long time, I suddenly have doubts about whether what I am painting now is what I want to paint.
If I am not in the right place at the right time, I think about it too much and can't paint anymore.
Sometimes it lasts a year, sometimes a few months, and sometimes a few weeks. The period of not being able to paint is a mental rock bottom, but I believe it is necessary for me to stop and check my own work.
The other day, I picked up a pencil for the first time in two months and started working.
I am nervous about drawing because it has been a while since I have done so, but if I am not concentrating even a little, my brush pressure becomes too strong and gets caught on the paper.
I feel as if I am being tested in some way.
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